*Splat

Yeah, I just got burned by the biostat exam. I looked at the first question and groaned. My mind blanked and I struggled through.. painful minute by minute. Ugh. I at least twice changed a right answer to a wrong answer. Now I'm so nervous about it that I can't even sleep though I know my body is exhausted, my mind just won't power down. Except it's one of those v-fib type where it's just a mass of spastic neurons firing choaticly. well, it's over and done with. On with life...

On a happier note, I bought my tickets and will be on my way next Thursday. There was a slight hiccup that really ate into my study time last night. I was talking to my dad about coming back and he said that he didn't think it was very practical, so while I hadn't been planning on it before, I was beginning to get my hopes up about going home, and then to have them kind of dashed was a bit emotional, esp since I was and am already at such an exhausted state. Then I was put in a situation where I had to make a decision in less than 2 hours because I had put a hold on an airfare, and the cost had gone up $400, so if I were to wait then I wouldn't go anyway because the cost would be prohibitive. So anyway, I'll be on my way, and my "worst" exams are over. I did ace my first exam so that was encouraging...

Anywho, I'm going to see if I can visit some apts tomorrow or Friday morning since I won't be able to do it during break now. I'd like to go by the market too... maybe Friday or Sat... still much to do. But I can maybe relax a tad now, at least take a breath and sleep!!!! :p