Wednesday, March 10, 2010

She was beautiful.

I lost my first baby today.

No one understands or can explain why. How could it all go wrong, without an inkling of a warning? The baby was perfectly healthy, no antenatal issues. The obstetricians are at a loss, the pediatricians are at a loss. We did full on resuscitation measures, and kept a flicker of hope that somehow it would be enough. It was an extremely intense situation and such a horrible outcome that all the adrenaline just leaves a hole in you. I have this feeling, right below my sternum...

I don't think it's hit me yet.

1 comments:

frankhwu1 said...

It is so sad to hear such a news. I pray that the baby's parents would find peace in the only One who knows why and put their trust in Him.